AlejandroMarquez

It's been a while since anything has been done on this site by me. i know i've been neglectfull but i've had alot on my plate. I'm comming back with new material shortly and will reintroduce myself. there have been some interseting developments in my life lately and i am not sure how to procede but have no doubt i will.

Can anyone else see the pattern of life always Fucking people? it's like you cant have anything good unless some thing equally bad is also there. Or in my case you get particuallarly Fuck and you don't even get the good with it. Not only do i have to deal with my own share of Shit but i got to deal with all this other shit too. It's Like WHAT THE FUCK, GODDAMN IT.... oh fuck i'm pissed beyond all comprehension now. you know what else gets me? all those little fuckers that keep saying " oh yes, life is good and  etc." Those bastards are to fucking stupid realize that, you know there brothers on crack, thier dad's bangging a whore, and thier mo

I find it very intersting that i cannot seem to wrap my head around how painfull life has been for me. It is in only a few moments of clearity that i truly see how i have been hurt. For years i have seen, and experienced many things that i would rather have not. To be me is to be, to be tourtured. As angry and saddend by this I still wish to experience what i hope is a Bright-Light at the end of my tunnle. And still i fear that there is nothing but more darkness waiting for me. Do not take this as the bantering of a fool, for in life i understand many things that most people would never learn. That is my curse to lose a childhood at the age o